Ive thought running away from the fact that i still love him would help me but it hasn't. And now he thinks we are "friends" like thats ever going to happen. He ruined me, you gave up! i still love you, what don't you get?!
You know what i want to runaway but in all honesty i can't because i just feel like the biggest idiot in the world and i still feel drawn to him and i still get jealous that he's going to be with someone other than me..
Friday 26 June 2015
Thursday 11 June 2015
You don't know what you have until its gone
You all now the quote "you don't know what you have until its gone"
yeah well its true, i was dating this one guy and if you know me personally then you'd know who i am talking about.. anyways we dated for almost 2 months and at the start everything was amazing like we never got sick of each other.. we did everything together, we were practically inseparable.. but then things changed after our one month.. we became distant, both of our lives were going in different directions which made it very challenging.
He was off dancing or teaching or whatever and i was doing whatever i was doing and every time we'd try and do something like hang out or whatever we'd go home and fight, we basically didn't understand the things in each others lives..
The day we broke up it was after he finished work and i had a lot going on for me that week and i just couldn't do it anymore, the fighting got way too much for me to deal with and we just didn't have that connection like we used to.
I never knew how good i really had it with him, he treated me right, didn't want sex like all the other guys and we had so much in common..
sometimes i think maybe people that have similar life experiences work better than people who have so much in common..
thats all for now
xx
yeah well its true, i was dating this one guy and if you know me personally then you'd know who i am talking about.. anyways we dated for almost 2 months and at the start everything was amazing like we never got sick of each other.. we did everything together, we were practically inseparable.. but then things changed after our one month.. we became distant, both of our lives were going in different directions which made it very challenging.
He was off dancing or teaching or whatever and i was doing whatever i was doing and every time we'd try and do something like hang out or whatever we'd go home and fight, we basically didn't understand the things in each others lives..
The day we broke up it was after he finished work and i had a lot going on for me that week and i just couldn't do it anymore, the fighting got way too much for me to deal with and we just didn't have that connection like we used to.
I never knew how good i really had it with him, he treated me right, didn't want sex like all the other guys and we had so much in common..
sometimes i think maybe people that have similar life experiences work better than people who have so much in common..
thats all for now
xx
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