Theres more than enough to go back to!

You say that there’s nothing to go back to.. but I know your still not over all of this and the only reason that you are dating her is to try to replace me when you will never be able to. You just don’t want to admit all the pain and trouble we went through that you miss it, I know I do. I’m hurting too.. STILLI hope you remember the day we first kissed or even the day we got coffee and I used that as an excuse just to see you. 

Whatever excuses you may say, the lies how you say you love her, I know you really don't love her.. 

saying you care for me still like 24/7, you put us both in a pickle.. 

honestly make up you're mind because you are driving me crazy! 

I  still can't believe you left so easily, I loved you so much! I missed you so much! i don't know what to do anymore!!

Dear Society

What people don't gets that once something hurtful is said it stays with you, society today needs a kick up the ass for the shit that they say to people especially on social media like why would you tell someone to go and kill themselves or cut themselves? 

heres an example about how society ruined one families life forever, so we have all heard about Amanda Todd haven't we? if not ill give you a run down. Amanda was a normal teenage girl who grew up in Canada, she loved singing and performing and wanted to show the world so she would post it up on Youtube. She used to broadcast herself on a site like YouNow where anyone can see you, yep and i mean anyone. She flashed her breasts live on the cam and some pathetic low life screenshot it and terrorised her with it. Amanda gained anxiety and depression and then killed herself some time later. 

This story has rocked me and everyone else i know who's seen it, you don't have the right to tell someone to kill themselves, drink bleach, self harm themselves. 

Nobody gets the fat ever no matter what goes on around them that its wrong to do this type of shit.

If you or any one you know is going through Depression or Anxiety or Self-Harming please tell someone because we cannot loose anymore special people in this world.

Please Speak up!

xoxo
Emma 

Running From "Him"

Ive thought running away from the fact that i still love him would help me but it hasn't. And now he thinks we are "friends" like thats ever going to happen. He ruined me, you gave up! i still love you, what don't you get?!

You know what i want to runaway but in all honesty i can't because i just feel like the biggest idiot in the world and i still feel drawn to him and i still get jealous that he's going to be with someone other than me..

You don't know what you have until its gone

You all now the quote "you don't know what you have until its gone"

yeah well its true, i was dating this one guy and if you know me personally then you'd know who i am talking about.. anyways we dated for almost 2 months and at the start everything was amazing like we never got sick of each other.. we did everything together, we were practically inseparable.. but then things changed after our one month.. we became distant, both of our lives were going in different directions which made it very challenging.

He was off dancing or teaching or whatever and i was doing whatever i was doing and every time we'd try and do something like hang out or whatever we'd go home and fight, we basically didn't understand the things in each others lives..

The day we broke up it was after he finished work and i had a lot going on for me that week and i just couldn't do it anymore, the fighting got way too much for me to deal with and we just didn't have that connection like we used to.

I never knew how good i really had it with him, he treated me right, didn't want sex like all the other guys and we had so much in common..

sometimes i think maybe people that have similar life experiences work better than people who have so much in common..


thats all for now

xx